mood is 0%

Just got my bb should be a happy thing, and *poof* and *poof* something happen, I don't want mention it because it hurts me so badly. Been so long in my life is the 1st time I am moodless till like this, because of some unreachable fictional thing you can procrastinate everything, every single thing . Sometimes I thought why I must return the favor when you didn't actually do to me huh..?

Anyway I love nelly song ''Just a dream '' ..perfectly suit me.

Hope this incidence will step out my mind because I want study soon, As chemistry is approaching.

Much love and god bless.

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Walao...eyes power increase from 250 to 300, another from 0 to 100. Getting a pair of contact lens soon , hope my eyes power won't increase anymore further !!!!

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Been ages since I blogged, abit moody this few days decided to release all my craps here. So when I left this blog is before I go national service, 10 months ago. Plkn was an awesome trip, i miss every single friend from sabah sarawak.

Many interesting things happen during back there. We fight, we play, we laugh. During ns is like at night malay and chinese will start kp-ing each other, then got 1 time electric short circuit, and wow we had a pillow fight. Me of cos take a pillow simply whack people , then we got detention wearing full celoreng for weekend xD hell yeah fun. I also tried american football in NS, lol funny shit is like a massacre , everyone banging each other! imagine 50 madbull in a field running zig zag in a field . Ns i also smoked once, i mean it only one breathe and I won't ever smoke again in my whole life. Very chocking and not nice the feeling, feel like vomit after smoke.

Now I am back, lost a couple of weight. I am delighted and I must thank you to 3 people in NS, sheng quan, hung yee and wei lun. Of course thanks to plkn teacher for being such an ass calling me to run at 6am and rowcall every single day. Plkn food sux to the maximum yeah! Sometime I feel awkward, last time my aunt is like '' eh you should eat lesser, not good leh so fat''. Now is ''eh li bo jiak peng ar, an zua ani san liao?'' . Plus all the clothes in my wardrobe doesn't fit anymore , is like the biggest loser roflmao.

Then , I enrolled to inti, boring college don't ever enroll in inti. Talk about my class more boring, see also sien compared to our secondary life is like heaven and hell. My class in inti is like heaven they are like angels all so quiet, I just need 1 more pillow to make myself into hibernation. Beginning still got wei heng and si zhao, after that all go matriks..den straight sien at class. Good thing still got yao and hong yun, still gt jascin to talk in class if not I think i sure become a rotten pig trolling around inti already lol.

Frankly no idea why take A level in inti, future seems so dim right now in sense of why the fark take science when I am going for law in degree. Yea...i saw a few of my friends did quite well in their sem exam like getting all AAA, while I get like BBC , suddenly I feel like im not on par with them anymore, fuck it totally what I miss'd out neither is those fucking reference book nor the extra 3 months is the fucking attitude of mine towards study. I feel like no point studying anymore because what we study now is not going to be applied next time, seriously are you going to fucking measure a cell length when you are eating, working, sleeping or shitting?So ya, screw you A level I am not studying to gain knowledge , I am just studying to get a grade to enter the uni i want. If they are being more supportive and don't keep insist me to study something I am not interested I already not at A level but doing foundation in computer sc.

Never mind after this As then half year more can leave subang finally.

Talk about subang, subang is a place filled with vanity. College and school is a total different story you can see how vain some people are, peeps in college is so different . Look at how they wear, how they talk , how they act, how they think is always a great past time in college. Anyway they pay who cares anyway. But subang has a remarkable scene to see everyday, ever see a student driving lambo to college? Ya, welcome to subang =[ and my dream car audii is easily seen at here, how i hope im the owner one day =)The saddest part is now my next paper is 2 weeks onward from now, that means I still need to wait 2 more weeks until I can see you. What pathetic is the guilt creeping in my heart every single day since the empty promise, how pathetic can this be , is my fault... ok i won't whine no more, good luk to all my friends in As, gayao.....i believe everyone can do it ryte?